sorry

to say that i'm disappointed, it will be an understatement. yes i am slightly hurt. no, i'm very hurt. you always told me you would do this, that it was just your defense mechanism kicking in. i always thought you would change. i laughed, i even scoffed at your valiant efforts in the beginning. but now, i see that i'm the on the losing end. we both have lost our battles. gone is something that was so beautiful. but letting go means letting go completely....you know i know you're reading this.