Insomnia

i can't sleep.toss.turn.toss.toss.turn.toss.

its driving me crazy.

bloody biological clocks.

sleeping at sunrise a few days straight is my fault.

but that does not give you the power too adjust so darn fast.

i need my beauty sleep.im exhausted.

:(

Bitten In the Butt

The concept of karma as much as it rewards good deeds, is frightening...Maybe because i'm not always doing good...hmmm

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J. Timberlake sang about it. Alicia Keys sang about.What goes around, goes around, goes around comes all the way back around. What goes around, comes around, what goes up must come down...but of course they were singing about their love lifes, which at the moment doesn't apply to me.

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With a-levels around the corner, i wonder about the many ways ill thoughts and actions can come back and bite you in the butt. The worst scenarios possible!...Not securing a spot in uni, Not flying, Losing a scholarship, Resitting a-levels, the list is endless.

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Well of course it won't be the end of the world, but it will determine the next 3 years of my life..thanks lis for getting me started on this. Its going to haunt me till June..:P

Everbody wants to please....and be pleased

It's really nice to get what you want. It's amazing to know that friends are willing to go out of their way for you. It feels special to be cared about..But it's alright to be let down down once in awhile.That's what you don't understand. It's alright to say no. You can deny me something that i want. That's life. It's not doomsday when you tell me its not possible. I can deal with it.

You there!

Fly like never before!

Never thought you would lift off the ground.

You shattered every thing we thought you are.

You proved us wrong.

Thank god.

Congratulations!~

The sky is limitless..let it be your oyster sustajaen!