i have been so hard to crack for too long. the walls i have built around me just keeps getting higher and thicker. fear, yes. it's mere self protection. this is leading to a slow and scary emotional meltdown, as i stand alone enclosed. something so alien and foreign to me. it started years ago. when i saw vulnerability at it's peak. when i told myself never will that be me. i think i took it a step too far.
i want a bright spot. i need a haircut. i need retail therapy. i need sleep. i need a sweat out. i need to partyy. i need to live again. :D
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