Monday, December 20, 2010

New Year New Year!

With this uneventful year drawing to an end, a brief summary of odd discoveries.


Holidays can not happen, even when all flight tickets and accomodation are booked. Even when you have Euros sitting on your desk. Even when there are additions to your wardrobe for this sole purpose. Simply because, volcanos can blow up. Who would have thought. Trips home are the sweetest ever. Especially unplanned ones. When everything in life is going right, that's the tipping point. Nothing is going to be okay from then on. For awhile at least. I don't have a criminal mind. Which is really not a good thing at all. Working on that for now. I am still running back to the same person when I'm in trouble. The same person I'd run to five, maybe six years ago. And no, I still don't get answers by pouring it all out. That's what I like. Someone who doesn't judge, or at least I'd like to think so. Uni life ends next year, the frightening reality that getting out of bed will no longer be a choice. A summer job in Canary Wharf is beautiful, I should have treasured it a little bit more. I might not be going back there. I trust blindly. It would have been nice if it had stayed that way. Unfortunately, I saw light at some point. Trust has never been easy ever since. No, I think trust has never been ever since. I learn about talking calculated risks. I am yet to put it into practice. I ponder the choices I have. It gets more complicated with age. I will learn patience. Waiting will soon be my specialty. I am tired of fighting, of resisting, of not indulging common sense. This will be my last christmas spent with my nose buried in books. Random. I am looking forward to change.  Wheee!

Hello 2011!


9 comments:

Anonymous said...

Hi,

I begin on internet with a directory

Anonymous said...

Today's bride to think about numerous salmon or green [url=http://www.wdess.com/wedding-dresses_c1]Wedding Dresses 2012[/url] steak? D.J. live band? White sheath or princess prom dresses? However, until 1900, the bride is lucky if she knew her husband's name, she said, "I not simply would not, she chose her husband, but she failed to choose her dress, her parents. They did not spend too much time and funds on her clothes, only to make her look good. On the contrary, they're more interested in and prosperity [url=http://www.wdess.com/special-occasion-dresses_c3]Special Occasion Dresses[/url], QUELLE surprise! T save large sums of dowry. Rhyme "something old, something new, something borrowed, blue, and a silver sixpence in her shoe" arose in the Victorian times. Traditionally, the "old stuff", is often a happily wife towards the bride gently with garters. The "something" may be anything, but it is synonymous with the longer term. The bride's family by her "something borrowed" showing their love And "something blue" refers to the fidelity and commitment [url=http://www.wdess.com/a-line-wedding-dresses_c5]A line Wedding Dresses 2013[/url]. By way of example, in ancient Israel their bride-to-be was wearing a cordon bleu inside their hair, synonymous with their loyalty.

Anonymous said...

Awesome things here. I'm very happy to look your article. Thanks so much and I am taking a look ahead to touch you. Will you please drop me a e-mail?

my site; free virtapay

Anonymous said...

I will right away take hold of your rss feed as I can't find your e-mail subscription link or newsletter service. Do you've any?

Please let me recognize in order that I may just subscribe.
Thanks.

my web-site :: url shortener

Anonymous said...

Hello, everything is going sound here and ofcourse every one is sharing facts, that's truly good, keep up writing.

Also visit my page ... incentria

Anonymous said...

Hi there, I check your new stuff like every week.

Your story-telling style is witty, keep doing what you're doing!

Here is my webpage: lost password

Anonymous said...

Hello, of course this piece of writing is in fact fastidious and I have
learned lot of things from it regarding blogging. thanks.


My page - all miscrits

Anonymous said...

Great blog you have got here.. It's hard to find high-quality writing like yours these days. I truly appreciate individuals like you! Take care!!

Also visit my web blog :: cheat for castle ville

kampus terbaik said...

great blog keep the good work